haish i'm a loser feeling down to the bottom...

with god's help i want to walk the right path

how great thou are

i've only just begun i'm gonna strive forward and never look back. just you wait and see i must be the best i can be! leona koh shi ling! i'm not going to be a cloud i want to be a storm o levels i'll strike you down hahaha i'm not going to regret i want it to rain when i get back my results rain As not tears. i'll never be the same i'm always so predictable i thought i'm like that but i'm not, i don't want to always run away from my regrets from my duty from everything there's only one option charging forward with whatever i have! i have to devote my soul, strength and emotions to studying!

today was so fun and busy i guess i'll never have a day like that anymore thats so sad. today is the last day of school :( sad haish everyday it feels like a zoom zoom day i wish it'll stop i hadn had enough of my teachers i hadn had enough of 4e4

i'm sad i want to be strong and not be so petty and not be so unhappy i wish i would grow up, i hate ppl to lie to me..

i'm angry i'm angry with myself but i'm not gonna give in to myself i have to have self control.

i should respect everyone. i'm bad, bt i wish for forgiveness frm everyone.

i'm so glad i'm back to church. it really helps me to know that god is by me. i'm thankful.

today busy busy tmr is finally the last day a friday.. haha a fireday!! woohooooo stress management was so nice today. i need to buck up for a math i must! i need to pick myself up and find my strength no playing

i don't understand my brother, i never will. haish i can't help but lose my temper with him. i don't want to.. but its so hard , maybe the fault and problem lies with me. i really wish god can help me make our relationship work, cause i want to go back to the days where we will never quarrel, argue or fight........this sucks with patience it might work  how? why did it ended up like that??? i'm sorry but

 i just wanna sail and sail awayy farawayy no one will see me, i'll slowly drift there by myself. if only i could fly to the moon and sing to it.. i'll go after many clouds and just lie there.. if only time could be reversed i'll do so many daring things!! leona i do love my name.. i

pls hols don't end :(

i search the stars and sky for something bt things are right in front of me i just don't see . is this the place i've been dreaming of? i'll just walk ahead and not look back..

i'll never get sick of katy perry songs :)
reflecting ommmmmmm
what am i gonna do.
gonna bath at 6
sleep at 7
TADAAA DONE!!
too much things to write byee